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[Apr. 6th, 2009|02:51 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  numb | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Idioteque- Radiohead | ] |
the unhinged mode of though that inhibits my days
is shortly bringing a close
i need something
someone to keep me going |
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| it's been a minute |
[Mar. 18th, 2009|12:33 am] |
I don't think i can keep living the way i have been
everything i cherish is gone
i feel like there is no way to comprehensively deal with such situations
I want to end this
but there is no reasonable out
though I'm surely past the point of reason |
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[Nov. 21st, 2008|02:13 am] |
months later
cash is an obscenity
i am still alone
endeavors prove useless |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 7th, 2008|01:05 pm] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Circa Survive- House of leaves | ] |
Lost in controversial subjects
bread crumbs left stale
morning dew seems to lose it's touch
The breaths last pull
filthe can grow old I assure myself
As if to say
The body would move onto something new
No more struggle
No more half witted mediation
A conduit of miracles Say I
the strength of lost meaning
Under the wings of a dragonfly, I |
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| jsdkgn |
[Aug. 22nd, 2008|04:11 pm] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | playradioplay!- I'm guessing there's a pill for that | ] |
yo! |
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| slkg |
[Aug. 16th, 2008|06:33 pm] |
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Confusion!?!?!! |
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| alsdfkn |
[Jul. 30th, 2008|12:10 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  calm | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Rx Bandits- All the time | ] |
so tired
i got screwed today
kinda gay
more like really gay
our society is going to eat itself from the inside out
i give it another decade or two
before our country is completely wiped off the map |
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| goodness |
[Jul. 23rd, 2008|12:27 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | numb | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Say anything- Alive with the glory of love | ] |
I'm not in the best of moods
things need to work out
i can't keep living like this
I want to move out
I want to be on my own
i want to indulge
over
and over
and over again
I'm beyond caring about damn near anything
I keep trying to live a good life
I keep trying to be good the people im around
but it gets me nowhere
i just want to be on my own
with no one to deal with
it's a downright Shame
when this silver spoon
lays on the ground
with not a mouth to feed
my declaration is this
Tact and simplicity
A body of gold
filled with mediocre grain
I want there to be so much more
Than an incompetent grid of machinery
which simply cannot carry on
in such a fashion as this;
marked with soil between each precious valve
makes for a grave instrument
it's not that i don't realize where this is leading
More to the question of whether i care |
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| arriving somewhere, but not here |
[Jul. 15th, 2008|02:00 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | numb | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Sentimental- Porcupine tree | ] |
Goodness
i don't know what to do with myself
I feel like i rush
i overexert these things |
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| ouch |
[Jul. 13th, 2008|08:14 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Fizzy Lifting Drink- Asphodel Fields | ] |
all this waking up at 7am is goin to kill meee |
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